unicorns and rainbows

i will bravely, openly, and [frighteningly] unashamedly say thatttt--despite chronic physical pain, which i daresay is improving (just had appt with that quirky genius, "Dr. Tiger," who helped me inside as well as out)---
i am all Hearts and Flowers.
for the first time. in my life.
(right now i'm even leaning my right hand on the cutest cat's paw...ridiculous bliss)
do i deserve it?

Lemondrops and Bluebirds
(available at chroniclebooks.com)i