I AM OK

i'm still in the ICU today (sunday) but will be moved to a regular floor today.  not to be misterioso, it's just that thursday's events were kinda scary AND kinda gross.
they were not quite equipped at st john's hospital so i was flown to idaho falls thursday night.  but i'm ok and my uncle ray and landon are here, so i'm really wel taken care of!

Love ETC

from Paper + Cup Sketchbook ("all things that inspire and make us smile") i stumbled upon such beauty at Love ETC , another site français. Hope they don't mind me sharing to pretty-up this page... it's a fairytale, non?

oh my. is that a tiny cupcake in a teacup???

i MUST stop. i am a thief! (thief of beauty = that's ok)

Too Cute

Cavity-causing prints at rifle and co. !

(this level of cutey only acceptable around valentines. ahem.)

unicorns and rainbows

i will bravely, openly, and [frighteningly] unashamedly say thatttt--despite chronic physical pain, which i daresay is improving (just had appt with that quirky genius, "Dr. Tiger," who helped me inside as well as out)---
i am all Hearts and Flowers.
for the first time. in my life.
(right now i'm even leaning my right hand on the cutest cat's paw...ridiculous bliss)
do i deserve it?

Lemondrops and Bluebirds
(available at chroniclebooks.com)i

leandra-wear!

of course (esp. since it's already an affordable 50% off at ssense!) the manrepeller must already own this...

matthew williamson

don't judge.

this is what i want:

Michael Spirito
flora ring
in peridot (august).

out of stock! at Love, Adorned
Yes, i have modest desires.

A Winter "Boot"?

Flawless skin, thoughtfully provided by Prada.
(do they come in different skin tones? isn't that a bit...racialist?)

Prada Bi-Color Suede Ankle-Strap Boots.
or, Prada "Bi-Color" Suede "Ankle-Strap" "Boots".

Not a Winter Boot.

sometimes I question Sigerson Morrison. (though that doesn't seem to stop me from trying on all her boots...)

is it footwear? is it jewelry?
tall bracelet boot is available at Needless Markups.

Plagued.

oh.........sh BOY.

small comfort

some days, even happyish stuff makes me sad.  some days you don't want to treasure HA! ; you want them to just go away...(quick-quick!)...

pain☑  stress☑   self-doubt☑   existentialism☑ 

☹

( ∴ i need ❤ 

            + maybe $)

Clothing for Removing Obstacles: Wearing Soft+Comfy Recycled Plastic Bottles and Ganesh.

good karma in many ways.  but doesn't help blinding neck/shoulder pain...or maybe i'm not believing hard enough?

Fabric: 50% RPET / 50% Organic Cotton - 50% RPET / 50% Organic Cotton – rPET is a fabric developed from recycled plastic bottles; blending rPET with Organic Cotton results in a soft, comfortable knit fabric

Ganesh: Ganesh is the remover of obstacles and the lord of beginnings. 

A journey of a thousand miles begins with...

easy for you to say, Mr. Lao-tzu!

from circa 500 BC to... 

my motivational file cabinet (2011):

see, it starts out positive!

 yeah, pas de problème!

then we see a slide into cynicism, boo:

then, finally, that higher-functioning symptom of human intelligence...

yee haw: rationalization

(makes sense to me, that is the problème!)

sigmund freuds

harmony massage ?

here, i'll zoom in: