unicorns and rainbows

i will bravely, openly, and [frighteningly] unashamedly say thatttt--despite chronic physical pain, which i daresay is improving (just had appt with that quirky genius, "Dr. Tiger," who helped me inside as well as out)---
i am all Hearts and Flowers.
for the first time. in my life.
(right now i'm even leaning my right hand on the cutest cat's paw...ridiculous bliss)
do i deserve it?

Lemondrops and Bluebirds
(available at chroniclebooks.com)i

small comfort

some days, even happyish stuff makes me sad.  some days you don't want to treasure HA! ; you want them to just go away...(quick-quick!)...

pain☑  stress☑   self-doubt☑   existentialism☑ 

☹

( ∴ i need ❤ 

            + maybe $)

I SUPPORT YOU

like, if you want to be tall let's say..(whatever, i understand..no questions asked):

jeffrey campbell wants you to be someone.

or if you like something and don't really know why:

"athletic-inspired faux wine leather..."

REALLY? REALLY.

dress monster

or are drawn to something just because of a happy adjective:

happy happy stripe

HAPPY SOCKS

YES, please do

HELLO MOTO part deux

PRPS

PRPS grey leather (on forward)

RAG & BONE bowery leather moto

Helmut Lang

combo cracked moto

kinda unrelated to moto:

this snowboard jacket by Holden is what i want.  it is super-insulated and has warm hood, apparently.  it is on sale.  it is still cold and i'm getting a really wussy phobia of going outside.  i want to wear something that feels like a huge puffy sleeping bag but looks like a cropped mini moto.  HHAHAHAHAHAHA.  i just cracked myself up.

ah, this looks springy, and while we're off-topic

SEE BY CHLOÉ

belted parka on lagarçonne

and, again, off-topic:

Proenza Schouler

perfect one-button blazer

sky's the limit/ you're not trying hard enough

don't get greedy, people!  i can't even use mascara!!
but talk about butterfly's-wings-fragiléeee... beautfieeeful
perhaps i will be able to wear them someday *sigh* after my eyelid operation ("sankapul surgery" for those who went to juilliard, or any conservatory really) and facelift -combo outpatient service in 압쿠종 .  i'm sure this exists btw.  cuz then you need to get your hair done and get to prada before it closes.
barf.

thank you andrew---you are so truly artistic, always noticing beauty and beautiful strangeness and unexpected beautiful strangeness.  thanx again for the alert.

paperself is itself really amazing; they're like origami gone picasso on crack hooked up to IV drip of creativity.  i'm envious of creativity.  i'd like to be creative. i'd like to see everything super-new again like a child.  can i just have a new spongy brain or something?

yeah that's like furniture and LIGHTING (fire hazard?)

look at this beautifully intricate array of fanciful-to-max styles:

"peach blossoms "

(i think it's peachBOY momotaro, right?)

"horses"

i say zebras.

"peonies"

huh?

anyway, so pretty and otherworldly.

this totally makes up for andrew's comments about my personality.

"you know, i live my liiife, like a ..book left open in the wind"