bored, lonely cats

at petsmart.
everyone should get a cat!
they encourage napping and independence.   they set their own schedule.  they show love in non-drooly ways. 

void void void, post party chasm

house suddenly empty---from 11 (cool people) to 1 (moi) in mere seconds.  me not good with suddden transition.  fiilled void with chocolate-seul.  (like drinking seul--feel bad after, but dulls pain quick)