moment that slayed me, then haunted me for last 2 wks

i know the internet doesn't need more about don draper (or jon hamm) or mad men.  i just want to share anyway!
please indulge me:

I have been watching my life.

It's right there.

I keep scratching at it,

trying to get into it.

I can't.

(second season, penultimate episode that is off-puttingly in california--"The Mountain King")